Description:

If you've taken the time to explore this Pencil Portrait's description (whether out of genuine interest or some cynical curiosity) I feel inclined to leave you with a jewel, as a reward for your diligence.

Of course, I was proud of this portrait when I created it, as a true likeness of my subject. However, the real significance of this drawing is what it represents; an unrequited crush, and a wound.

In and of itself, this instance alone was no big deal. But, because this was the first of a long string of rejections endured throughout the next several years, the accumulation had a long unrecognized influence on later interactions with romantic interests, as well as on subsequent artwork.

So, despite the work's triumph in execution, this drawing is also a painful reminder of my romantic inadequacies and insecurity suffered throughout my youth.

Still, over time, this piece also became a reminder of our ability to heal ourselves through self-awareness, analysis and courage; when acknowledging our imperfections and recognizing them as opportunities for growth.

After all, we must learn to find value in ourselves first, if we expect anyone else to.

For this reason, I have decided to keep this portrait as part of my personal collection; because, even when Life is painful... it is still so f*ing beautiful.